Tricks of time...

What surges from my heart today?

It isn't pride, neither joy nor contentment!

Only the sorrow, of being away from where I am actually meant...

I make mighty triumphs,

I am doing all the things that I have ever wanted to

Yet my Grief grows with every passing moment that I spend away from you...

Yes, my dreams keep me going... and that's why I am still here

But what dreams are these?

They keep taking me farther away from a place too dear...

Each morning I wake up, to another long day

I get a feeling, like you had been at my bedside yesterday...

And I am ridden with guilt, to have fallen asleep,

While you worried all night, about how well I keep!!!

In the middle of my work I suddenly realize,

We are at a distance so long

It seems to be right, But isn’t it very wrong?

I take a stronghold and tell myself

“These dreams have brought you a long way...

At this juncture you can’t sway “

I decide to move ahead like I always did

and Explore the world like a little kid

But I don't Know

when I shall cease to regret what I have left behind

I don't know when I will be able to laugh back at the tricks of these times!!!

When will I learn to feel at home elsewhere...

Where will I find people, who do care !!!

Yes, I Don't want to sound like a loser,

I don't wanna whine

But I no longer feel like that star, that use to warmly shine!